Dear Diary

largenincharge @ 2006-03-16T10:40:00

2006-03-16T15:42:10Z

I'm in bio. I haven't written in this thing in a while. Nothing has really been going on for me to be writing about it. I got my nose pierced.. I duno if I ever mentioned that before. I have blue in my hair too. I'm supposed to get a fish soon.. I duno if I want a bata or a puffer fish. I love fish. peace out.

well uhh

2006-02-03T01:21:34Z

I went to a funeral today.. I saw a lot of relatives I missed.. it was nice.. sad, but nice. Afterwards, I met up with Lumi, Catherine, Nicole, Kelly, and Angela.. we went to Kelly's house and finished learning the Thriller dance.. we're planning on doing it for SO night next year.. we're all pretty terrible at it though.

I can't tell if life is good right now or not.. I think it might just be the mood I'm in though.

friday

2006-01-24T02:26:24Z

I went to the tegan and sara & cake concert.. it was pretty much amazing. The first band was this gypsy punk band.. I can't think of the name, but they were fucking cool.. Next was tegan and sara.. and I must say, I was never that big of a fan.. like I liked a couple of songs but not enough to say I loved them.. but they were amazing. They sounded MUCH better live then I would have expected.. a lot better then their recordings sound, and their records are good.. so I like them a lot more.. and Cake was amazing too.. except me and Lumi were about to pass out because we stood for like 4 hours in the same spot.. and we didn't have anything to drink for like 8 hours so we left 3/4ths into their set and went to starbuck's.. some ghetto kids hit on us.. word.

hahaha

2006-01-06T22:05:34Z

P1tchBlackH3artx (5:02:29 PM): why were you at the hospital :-\
laugh ima sitcom (5:02:44 PM): I fell on a butcher knife.
laugh ima sitcom (5:03:01 PM): and gave myself a sesuction pretty much
laugh ima sitcom (5:03:58 PM): it was pretty brutal
P1tchBlackH3artx (5:04:04 PM): wait. are you kidding?
laugh ima sitcom (5:04:09 PM): not in the least.
P1tchBlackH3artx (5:04:17 PM): oooohh myyy godddd
P1tchBlackH3artx (5:04:20 PM): ar eyou ok!?
laugh ima sitcom (5:04:24 PM): lol yeah that didn't happen
P1tchBlackH3artx (5:04:28 PM): uhg

I'm such a fucking idiot

2006-01-03T23:32:08Z

between christmas and today, I've lost up to 115 dollars
25 dollar gift card to EB games
15 dollars in a card
75-80 dollars from my Omi

and it doesn't help that when I mention it to people, I get responses like "ARE YOU A FUCKING IDIOT?!" because ya know, that really lightens the situation.

my life is over.

largenincharge @ 2006-01-01T17:16:00

2006-01-01T22:17:26Z

can't say I did one fun fucking thing this whole vacation.. and I start school tomorrow.. and I'm wasting my last night of vacation on the fucking computer.. yay.

Christmas

2005-12-23T01:19:33Z

I don't know why people hate Christmas, trying to pretend like you don't enjoy Christmas festivities.. I love the music, I love the shopping, I love the gifts, I love the lights, heck.. I love the fucking traffic, no lie. I'm getting a nintendo ds with nintendogs and sims so I'm fucking excited. Unfortunately, I really can't buy presents for anyone other than Garrett, and Nicole because she got me one, and for that, I feel like a cheap bitch. No money though.

Garrett and I witnessed the new wave of music.. kind of funny. There was an FYE commercial for all that metalcore shit and some good music.. and then the thrice video came on.. and it has gang vocals and other stuff.. so Garrett was like "guaranteed, the new music is going to be punk." Within 10 minutes, a new FYE commercial came on.. with some indie music, but mostly punk.. some pop punk.. and then a commercial for some shitty band called Aiden.. who are trying to sound punk yet original, but the mix is just terrible. Experience of a life time, I tell you.

Apparently, keeping a diary of what you eat helps you lose weight.. I don't know if I wanna put you guys through that though.. someone purchase me a journal.

keri's over

2005-12-15T00:31:58Z

this weekend was cool.

friday I was supposed to go to the for the honor show.. but me and Lumi just ended up at her house.. and I ate over.. and then Matomi was gonna drive us to cool beans but she 'had' to stop in new milford AKA at the liquor store.. so me and lumi just got forty's instead and we all drank in my basement.. it was fantastic.

saturday I went to the city with Lumi.. we got soup at aubon pain and made a huge mess.. and we went to urban outfitters and bought a shirt each.. we were walking around st. marks and then realized it was really boring so we went home early.. she went to nutley when we got back so I went to Danielle's house. Katie, Garrett, Tyler, and Brian were there. We then proceeded to James'house and got drunk. Then I slept over Katie's house and we watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith. It was cool.

sunday I think I hung out with garrett
I don't remember monday or tuesday
today I went to the diner with keri, matt, and lumi.. it was sweet.. I got two french onion soups becuase I was still hungry. chahh. I'd say 'because I am fat' but I know so many people are gonna leave remarks like 'WTF YOU'RE NOT FAT!'

I don't actually think I'm fat.
Don't take me seriously when I say it.
I watch my weight.
Doesn't mean I'm bulimic/anorexic though, Angela.

largenincharge @ 2005-12-09T12:49:00

2005-12-09T17:55:16Z

a couple of things..

I got a hair cut.. it's pretty neat.

and my cat isn't named prudence anymore becuase my parents felt embarrassed calling her that.. so we renamed her mothra

and objections?

any godzilla fans?

largenincharge @ 2005-12-07T00:09:00

2005-12-07T05:10:18Z

It's Garrett's birthday!
I got him a lame gift,
because he picked it out
so it's not like it's a surprise :(.
Plus, he got me a good gift
on my birthday. hmph.

uhh

2005-12-06T00:11:33Z

Everything seemed to be going great up until today. I don't even know what it was that made me like this, but I'm miserable. I was thinking a lot about how minds work. To my knowledge, my mind is the only mind that exists. It's depressing knowing that no one could ever relate to you, as much as you might think. Family, hobbies, music; it's all materialistic shit, if you think about it. No one can relate to you because no one can read you that easily. Basically, what I'm getting at is, you build everything upon trust, but people have gotten so comfortable with lies. And what if people don't even have anything iside of their head? What is they don't even have the capability of learning, listening, thinking. That's it, I'm becoming a hermit.

ewwww

2005-12-04T16:02:02Z

friday- a lot a lot of fun.. more then I've had in a while. Me and Lumi went to Katie's house.. Danielle, Richard, and Rupert were there.. Nick and Noelle came later on.. Then we went to Amanda K's party.. she has the most amazing house in the world.. and me and lumi got 'happy' instantly. And me and lumi were running around in the mirror bathroom because it was amazing. And I had my first nuggie in the snow.. I'm speaking in Lumi/Lia language incase people I don't want reading this reads this. That night was fun though.

saturday- I went to the mall with Katie, Lumi, and Garrett. We were supposed to meet some fat chick but she never called. I got Garrett his birthday present and uhh.. we walked around a bit. Then we saw all those kids from Clifton, or atleast I think that's where they were from. And they were yelling at some fat chicks at the food court, it was real funny. After that we all went to Catherine's house.. including the Clifton kids. There was so much disturbing situations and drama going on, it was rediculous. Then everyone was like "HOLY SHIT THE COPS!", which there weren't any cops.. but I just walked home.. and Garrett, Katie, Lumi, Jessie, Sandra, and the Clifton kids came with. I wouldn't let anyone else come. Then everyone went back to Catherine's house and continued. I stayed home with Lumi, Jessie, Katie, and Garrett.. Then Katie and Garrett left and me, Lumi, and Jessie sat in my room and listened to cds and talked about a lot of stuff.. then Jessie went homea nd me and Lumi went to sleep. That night was so fucked up.

nevermind

2005-12-01T03:10:53Z

I love my life.

decisions

2005-11-27T17:09:22Z

I can't decide whether I like my life yet or not. When things start to get ecstatic, something bad happens. When everything sucks up to the point where I can't take it anymore, something good happens leading to the ecstacy; it's an open cycle. I mean, I guess I should be thankful.. not too many people can say they have what I have; a steady relationship, close friends and acquaintances, good grades, a good town, etc.. but I'm not satisfied. Maybe I should get a job? I don't know. Garrett's birthday is coming up soon.. so is Christmas.. and our 1 year. I'm going to be so broke haha.

I'm bored

2005-11-22T04:45:38Z

Tomorrow I'm suspended. I'm happy about it, I'm not gonna lie. There really isn't anything bad about getting suspended. Tomorrow I'm gonna sleep late, clean my room (slightly), work on my art project, and work on my bio lab.. that'll probably all take me like 2 hours. So I have the rest of the day to rest and do other shit school's depriving me of. I did some of my homework tonight so I drew Keira Knightley in stipple. It took a good hour and it doesn't even look like her but I don't really care.

Saturday is the Zitti Bowl. It's kind of a holiday my family made up for crazy italian football and zitti lovers, but a good 100 people go, and it's kinda a lot of fun. I'm trying to invite a lot of people, but a lot of people are gonna miss it because it's Thanksgiving weekend which is gay. This weekend should be amazing though.

Oh, and I don't feel like making a new entry.. So pretend this is one of those entries where they ask you to post what you think about me, annonymously. I'm kind of interested. Be honest though, because I don't feel like getting all cocky over a sarcastic remark.

largenincharge @ 2005-11-17T22:17:00

2005-11-18T03:39:31Z

No one actually reads

--UNIQUE--
1. Nervous Habits? biting the skin off my lip & sliding my tastes buds through the crack of my front teeth
2. Are you double jointed? in my pinkies and toes
3. Can you roll your tongue? nah, not like that's cool anyway
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? yup
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? I did like one. luck. pure luck.
6. Can you cross your eyes? yeah, finally
7. Tattoos? nah
8. Piercings and where? ears
9. Do you make your bed daily? never have in my life

--CLOTHES--
10. Which shoe goes on first? uhh. I think my left usually
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? yeah

12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? 20
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? I don't wear any

14. Favorite piece of clothing? my leopard print stockings probably

--FOOD--
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? yeah, it was good
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? white mocha chip espresso ice cream from starbucks
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? I don't know.. only one is mind
19. What's your favorite beverage? chai tea, green tea, setlzer, coffee
20. What's your favorite restaurant? I duno. I only go to really cheap italian restaraunts
21. Do you cook? yeah.. I'm good at it, but when I have to cook for other people, I get nervous and burn the food

--GROOMING--
22. How often do you brush your teeth? twice a day
23. Hair drying method? I go to sleep with it wet
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? yeah. since 5th grade

--MANNERS--
25. Do you swear? no ew
26. Do you ever spit? lol what a dumb question

--WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE--
27. Animal? red panda, sloth, turtle, or a chickling
28. Food? top ramen, penne alla vodka, and anything associated with pumpkins other then raw pumpkin.. that shits nastey
29. Month? august, october, or may
30. Day? saturday
31. Cartoon? ren and stimpy or rocko's modern life
32. Shoe Brand? doesn't matter.
33. Subject in school? uhh. algebra 2 and graphic design
34. Color? green, orange, grey
35. Sport? roller hockey woop
36. TV show? anything that catches my attention.. usually degrassi or sex and the city
37. Thing to do in the spring? frollic
38. Thing to do in the summer? frollic and die of heat stroke
39. Thing to do in the fall? smell the air
40. Thing to do in the winter? nothing, winter fucking sucks

--IN AND AROUND--
41. The CD player? uhh.. beck?
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? garrett

43. Ever taken a cab? nope
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? lol hah yeah
45. What color is your bedroom? pink. same color since I was born =P
46. Do you use an alarm clock? my cell phone
47. Window seat or aisle? window seat

--LA LA LAND--
48. What's your sleeping position? to the side facing my strawberry scented pillow
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? yes, I rap myself in a cacoon
50. Do you snore? I have like once or twice, but not usually
51. Do you sleepwalk? nah
52. Do you talk in your sleep? I have a couple of times
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yeah, my grumpy bear pillow thing
54. How about with the light on? the hall light is.
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? nah.. I don't know where my boombox is

TEN FIRSTS
1. First Best Friend: uhh.. jen murphy or katie bodnar.. I duno
2. First Screen Name: rubbadubba9
3. First Pet: dog; Mollie
4. First Crush: uhh.. one of Josh's friends
5. First Record: I don't think I have any
6. First Car: yeah right.. a car
7. First Love: Can't really say. Because when I'm in a relationship, I feel a different type of love each time. That sounds gay, I can't explain.
8. First stuffed animal: this pink bear.. it's somewhere in my room I think

9. First Movie: the little mermaid?
10. First Job: babysitting

NINE LASTS
1. Last Alcoholic Beverage: I think it was beer. most likely
2. Last Car ride: yesterday
3. Last Movie Saw: a walk on the moon
4. Last Phone Call made: uhh. I think when I called Lumi yesterday after school
5. Last CD Played: beck
6. Last Bubble bath: like 3 hours ago
7. Last time you Cried: like 10 minutes ago
8. Last Vacation: seaside
9. Last Date: never been on a date, or just never considered anything a date

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Have you ever dated one of your friends: yeah
2. Have you ever been arrested: nope
3. Have you ever skinny dipped: haha kind of
4. Have you ever been on tv: yup
5. Have you ever kissed someone, and regretted it: yup
6. Have you ever had a sex dream about someone: nope
7. Have you ever had sex?
8. Have you ever fought someone: verbally

SEVEN THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. black sweat pants
2. peacoat
3. white long sleeve shirt
4. an 'I Love Lucy' pin from the 3rd grade
5. underwear
6. skin
7. skin

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. went to the hot dog eating contest
2. did the wrong assignment for italian
3. flipped out on people
4. went to Dunky D's with Lumi
5. hung out with Mark and Areg aside from Lumi

6. made myself food

FIVE FAVOURITE THINGS IN NO ORDER
1. having
2. a
3. good
4. ti
5. me

FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ALMOST ANYTHING TO
1. garrett
2. max

3. lumi

4. keri

THREE CHOICES
1. Black or White: depends.. usually black

2. Hot or Cold: depends.. usually hot
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla.

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. play hungry hungry hippo with oprah winfrey
2. succeed number 1

ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. Can't really say I've ever done anything that I would greatly regret, because I'm a boring person. I watch out for myself to make sure I don't make mistakes, and I get shit about it. I guess I regret having a backbone =P

four day weekend

2005-11-15T20:30:53Z

thursday- went to salvo with Justin and Lumi.. I got two shirts. A camo shirt and a striped shirt. Then we went to a diner.. and I got french onion soup. Then Justin had to go to Bogota with Jay so Lumi and I got a ride w/ Catherine etc. to the mall. There was a lot of drama at the mall, it was kinda funny. Then we took the bus back to Bergenfield and walked home.

friday- went to Garrett's house. raked leaves. then Nick picked us up along with Noelle and we went to a diner with Noelle's friends. then Keri showed up because Carlos's party was canceled and she was gonna walk all the way home from Englewood Cliffs. So we all went to Noelle's and watched degrassi and played with her fat cat. Her house is huge. Probably the biggest house I've ever seen in my entire life.

saturday- went to the city with Keri. Met up with Keri's boyfriend thing and Dianne and a couple of other people. Got converse stalleto boots. Got Starbuck's. Came back to Dumont and got Jeff to drive us to a party in Creskill where the alcohol was already finished. It was cool though, I guess.

sunday- went to Garrett's house. Walked to Dumont and met up with Mark and Areg at Dunky D's. Then got picked up by my dad later that night

monday- hung out with Lumi. Went to Dunky D's. Met up with Garrett, Mark, Jay, Jim, etc. Went home early to make food.

today- hanging out with catherine. We're gonna walk to Burger King later and get veggie burgers and salad with spicey ranch dressing.

my life is really exciting.
the end.

today

2005-11-09T23:17:09Z

10 month anniversary with Garrett
the start of a 4 day weekend
though, I'm at home
bored out of my mind
and ruining my clothes
Tomorrow should be fun though.. I hope.

tonight was good

2005-11-05T05:41:28Z

I went to a party in Englewood and it was awesome. I loved everyone there. Mark, George, and Pmorr called me on the bus ride home. That phone call made my night. You guys are silly. Tomorrow I'm going to the city w/ Keri and Lumi.. and we're meeting a ton of people there and it should be amazing.

I can't wait to get my student ID card back.. I asked the lady if I could make a funny face and she told me she'd get fired but I told her it was just for the ID.. little did she know it was for the yearbook too.. but the picture should be awesome. Mine and Catherine's both.

the end.
Goodnight, I love you.

new LJ

2005-11-04T00:51:40Z

Normally people make new livejournals so they could make it friends only. I never get up close and personal in my entries, so there wouldn't really be a point. I just didn't like how the old one looked. So, add me?